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Fix It I Will

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MH

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Your Love Is With Me Forever And Eternity

It You Haven't Already Guessed

This Sequence Of Photos Is Interlinked

Inspired By A Poem I've Convientley Forgotten The Name Of

Will Post A Link When I Remember

Until Then

MH

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This blog is dedicated to my poetry and pictures
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MH

Unwanted

I sit on the window sill
Watching the world
Invisible to all I see
As my life crumbles around
me
So I sit and watch
Letting the tears fall
Forgetting, if only
momentarily
All my worries and troubles
For I am slowly fading
Fading from existence
No purpose in life
Walking around in this empty
shell
Of all that’s left of my life
Holding myself, crying myself
to sleep
No one to turn to for comfort
No one left to care
And so my life crumbles

The Pain Of Unpredictability

Death
Abruptly tearing lives apart with
its unpredictability
Causing devastation
Grief
Pain
Chaos
Whether it went
Always choosing the worst
possible victims
At the worst possible time
In the worst possible
circumstances
Never bothering to give those left
behind a second glance
As it saunters away
Its thoughts already on its next
victim
Never fazed by the corruption it
walks away from
Shrugging of its guilt
Uses every possible situation to its
advantage
Drunken men fall of cliff tops
Unsuspecting families perish in
plane crashes
Ill-informed swimmers, trapped by
he current, drown in waiting seas
Deranged murders let their minds
astray, dagger in hand
Down goes another one
Too many to count
Too many lives wasted
Hundreds every day
But Death doesn’t care
It’s already planning its next line
of entertainment
Never giving the lost souls a
second glance
Leaving them to wander the hell
that is its home
No purpose, no task in their
pointless existence
Wishing death was the end
Not the beginning of more pain
Too much pain for one person to
take
But they have too
Death doesn’t give you the choice
Death doesn’t give second
chances
Death is the beginning of the end
An End which lasts forever

Abused

I am...

Hiding

Quiet

Scared

Unsafe

Living in hell

Trapped

Alone

...abused

Broken Glass

You were my whole world
My one and only love
And I died when you did
Yet I’m still here
Walking down Memory
Lane
Treading on broken glass
Scared to pick it up
Scared to walk elsewhere

And now I stand
Reading the inscriptions
on your grave
For one final time
As I sweep away the
glass
With a knife
The knife already
bloodstained
The knife no one cleaned
The knife no one wanted
to clean
The knife which took you
life
And now takes mine
Breaking my already
broken heart
As I join you in death


I only asked for one
thing
One thing before you
went
Went and tore me apart
When your life went
wrong
When you couldn’t take
it
Wait For Me

Undecided

Love me
Leave me
Anger me
Shape me
Murder me
Idolise me
Abuse me
Help me
Hate me
Destroy me
Break me
Save me
Hold me
Trust me
Have me

Make Your Mind Up

Fading Away Forever

I think of you
As I walk through the
graveyard
My fingers brushing the
cold marble
Tracing the words
inscribed there:

Life’s too short
To waste time grieving
To be selfish and
inconsiderate
To make mistakes
So stop and take a look
around
Take a deep breath
Today’s the day you
change your life

I recite them over and
over in my head
Unable to stop the
tears now
Letting them cascade
down my cheeks
Falling freely through
the harsh December
cold
Leaving splash marks
on the cold stone
beneath me
Too soon they shall
fade
Just like you

If life was too short to
make mistakes
Why didn’t that stop
you?

Gone

You loved me
I loved you
Nothing could keep
us apart
Or so we thought
Now you’re gone
Dead and buried
I visit you
Though you don’t
know it
And my life is empty
Without you
You, who was there
to comfort me,
Help me
Pick up the pieces
of
my shattered life
Those same pieces
now scattered
Cutting my feet
when I try to move
on
Cutting my hands
when I try to pick them
up

Happiness is a
distant memory
Joy has forgotten I
exist
Because you are
gone
And I am broken

I Am Alone

I am alone
I know no comfort
I know no freedom
I know only fear
Fear, which
controls me
Hurts me
Hurts my very soul
I exist
An existence of
pain
Of suffering
Of struggle
Struggle against
the inevitable
A battle I will lose
A battle I have
already lost

I am trapped
Never to be free
Never to be loved
Destined for a life
of pain
A life of hurt
A life of despair
A life of death
My life

When Love Dies

When love dies
It’s so sad
I sit there dying inside
Missing what we had
Hearts so broken
It hurts with every beat
Alone again
Crying tears of defeat
And the angels sing
Songs of sorrow
With tears in the eyes
Cry when love dies

All I hear is the
screaming
Of my heart dying
Ever since you left
My soul stopped trying
You were my whole
world
My one and only love
And as my world comes
crashing down
I scream

One last thought
One last motion
One last heart beat
I breathe one last breath
My eyes are closed
As I leave with death

War

White men with guns
Come shouting strange
noises at us
While we cower, and hide
Defenceless

Here come the Germans
Rounding up the Jews
While we stand on the
sidelines
Powerless to help

Iraq soldiers burn my home
My family trapped inside,
While I stand and watch
them burn
Helpless

I'm locked in living hell,
Unable to escape,
Surrounded by dead bodies
and armed soldiers
Trapped forever in
unspeakable torture
Despairing

Screaming, as bombs fall
meters away
Narrowly missing our house,
Dropped by English planes,
As our precious final days
slip through our fingers
Lost for ever

Running,
Running from the soldiers
Constantly knowing we'll fall
soon,
Hitting the ground with a
sickening thump,
Dead